Death Of the System......

Blood met Mud......
Flesh met Metal......
And FEAR met COURAGE..........

All the news channels flashed "It's finally over"......really???
a women cried out loud..."god has answered my prayers.........My son came out safe"
And the next immediate scene was the funeral of Mr.Karkare and our very own Major.Sandeep Unnikrishnan............they never got to see what they fought for......to see Mumbai rejoicing....
Didn't karkare's or sandeep's relatives pray to GOD.......why didnt he answer their prayers.......what is wrong?????..........wen god can save one of the terrorists.......he could have definitely saved them......

I'm not going to talk abt our corrupt political system which has been the way it is for the past 61 years........and there r enough ppl on the blog talkin abt it.......
i want to know abt the higher system......the one above.......or the one below

What is wrong with this supreme system????

When there r so many child rapists , terrorists , corrupt politicians running around free........GOD chose to kill these 2 and many more brave guys.......

R brave guys supposed to die or something????

Wen is this GOD going to realise his system is worse than india's political sytem?????

Wen is he going to take another avatar????

Wen is he going to destroy the bad guys????

Have the devils hacked his system and stopping him to do the things that shud be done????

Some of u might answer these questions by calling it fate or it was meant to happen......but cant he change it for once.......just to prove everyone god does exist......Me being an atheist......if i had seen all the ppl coming out safe and all the terrorists dead.....i would have definitely started believing in GOD......so wat does this mean......i will never know.....

But whatever happens.......irrespective of god's existence.......i will continue to believe that india will one day succeed .......corruption free govt......education for all......more protection for our Commandos and police......I BELIEVE......I BELIEVE IN MYSELF..........I BELIEVE IN INDIA............

SO I"M NOT AN ATHEIST.......
Jai Hind

A Journey To The Centre Of My Brain

My brain????
well....its not gonna be nerves and brain juice......its more abt the things that have influenced me.....been a part of my life or was a part of my life.......i've bored all of u with philosophical crap and emotional nonsense enough to last u a lifetime .......so it is PICTURE time children......

Second Second

Yes............and we r still talkin abt it........it just got digital.....dats all.......a long time back wen we were sporting our first moustaches hoping it wud get bigger the next day [ which never did ] my frend had fallen in love for the nth time and he said once again "Dude , time stopped wen i was lookin at her" and i was totally lost......i wish it was so easy to stop time.......or atleast go back and say the things i shud have said or shudnt have said.......


then it all came screaming back.........time had stopped once for me too.......the butterflies in the stomach......ilayaraja music playin in the back of my head.......i didnt realise that i was in a place where time never cheated u........it listened to u.....helped u......stop.....start......rewind.......anything and this dimension existed in my very head.....unknown....savin me from death [ that never even existed in the first place ] of my memories..........convincing me that this was the best place to be in and it told me i was right..............but it was wrong.......i was pressing the wrong button all these days ........infact all the buttons were the same........
no stop......
no play.......
no rewind.....

it only recorded everything......and i mean everythin in a box [ was this pandora?? ] that broke open wenever i saw a piece of my memory walkin on the road........scenes from a movie......and the usual "rain".....as always......waiting to prick u with its cold touch that reminded u once again of the pain that the box held within its stronghold......indestructible from outside.........this pain was once bliss giving u hope to do everything that u ever wanted to be..........but i fought it........fought it harder then i thought i could....

and here i'm today writing my heart out,,,,,i didnt even know i cud write so much.....but thats wat memories r all abt......holding things so small.......and i still have that box with me.........the only difference is now.......i can control wat shud be recorded into it........thats wat love does to u.....maturing and nurturing u like a mother.........so the second u lose ur love......dont lose heart...........coz the second one is on its way......................and thats wat my second second is all abt..........the last line is for all the dumbasses who didnt get the title..........

The Time Factor

ahhhh........yes.......TIME.......the immortal being......and i'm not talking abt the CAT training institute......The TIME which haunted me for so many years.......the TIME which i will always continue to hate.........and the TIME which i have a lot of now......i wanted to do something so that i could forget it ticking by....second after second.....making the horrible noise as if we dont know it is moving on without us.......so i played games to take my mind of it......then i realised they had TIMERS too.....screw it........so i started blogging.......

Being a very fickle guy , god knows [or does he ???] for how long i'm gonna continue this.....so u will have to calculate the risks involved if u wanna follow my blog.....especially the health ones......
This is my first blog.........and u r gonna love the rest of it too*

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