Second Second

Yes............and we r still talkin abt it........it just got digital.....dats all.......a long time back wen we were sporting our first moustaches hoping it wud get bigger the next day [ which never did ] my frend had fallen in love for the nth time and he said once again "Dude , time stopped wen i was lookin at her" and i was totally lost......i wish it was so easy to stop time.......or atleast go back and say the things i shud have said or shudnt have said.......


then it all came screaming back.........time had stopped once for me too.......the butterflies in the stomach......ilayaraja music playin in the back of my head.......i didnt realise that i was in a place where time never cheated u........it listened to u.....helped u......stop.....start......rewind.......anything and this dimension existed in my very head.....unknown....savin me from death [ that never even existed in the first place ] of my memories..........convincing me that this was the best place to be in and it told me i was right..............but it was wrong.......i was pressing the wrong button all these days ........infact all the buttons were the same........
no stop......
no play.......
no rewind.....

it only recorded everything......and i mean everythin in a box [ was this pandora?? ] that broke open wenever i saw a piece of my memory walkin on the road........scenes from a movie......and the usual "rain".....as always......waiting to prick u with its cold touch that reminded u once again of the pain that the box held within its stronghold......indestructible from outside.........this pain was once bliss giving u hope to do everything that u ever wanted to be..........but i fought it........fought it harder then i thought i could....

and here i'm today writing my heart out,,,,,i didnt even know i cud write so much.....but thats wat memories r all abt......holding things so small.......and i still have that box with me.........the only difference is now.......i can control wat shud be recorded into it........thats wat love does to u.....maturing and nurturing u like a mother.........so the second u lose ur love......dont lose heart...........coz the second one is on its way......................and thats wat my second second is all abt..........the last line is for all the dumbasses who didnt get the title..........